And I have lost…. June 30, 2008
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Another wave of inspired moment… Another thing I wrote…
And I have lost…
He who makes me laugh
He shares my thoughts
My wit
My ideas
He who makes me cry
He braves himself
My tears get dry
Then comes a smile
He who says he loves
He held my hands
My heart
My soul
He who walks away
He gives me silence
My pain
My misery
He whom I miss most
He’s there but yet
I cannot touch
I cannot hold
He who is so dear
He’s in his fence
I let him go
I set him free
He whom I still love
And always will
He who is a friend
He whom I have lost
For a split moment.. June 18, 2008
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…I got inspired today. Somehow.
Here’s something I wrote..
Incomplete
I am
Incomplete
For my heart is elsewhere
I am
Not whole
For my soul is out there
I get no rest
I have no peace
But I believe
And I have faith
Through the silence
Beyond the distance
There is one
Only one
It is for me
All mine
Brave June 7, 2008
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It is my birthday today. Sad to say, today will be my last entry… until I am inspired again. Whenever that will be.
This is Brave by Idina Menzel.
For you dearest, wherever you are………….
Don’t know just where I’m going
And tomorrow, it’s a little overwhelming
And the air is cold
And I’m not the same anymore
I’ve been running in your direction
For to long now
I’ve lost my own reflection
And I can’t look down
If you’re not there to catch me when I fall.
If this is the moment I stand here on my own
If this is my rite of passage that somehow leads me home
I might be afraid
But it’s my turn to be brave
If this is the last chance before we say goodbye
At least it’s the first day of the rest of my life
I can’t be afraid
Cause it’s my turn to be brave
All along all I ever wanted, was to be the light
When your life was daunting
But I can’t see mine
When I feel as though you’re pushing me away
Well who’s to blame, are we making the right choices
Cause we can’t be sure if we’re hearing our own voices
As we close the door even though we are so desperate to stay
If this is the moment I stand here on my own
If this is my rite of passage that somehow leads me home
I might be afraid
But it’s my turn to be brave
If this is the last chance before we say goodbye
At least it’s the first day of the rest of my life
I can’t be afraid
Cause it’s my turn to be brave
And I might still cry
And I might still bleed
These thorns in my side
This heart on my sleeve
And lightening may strike
This ground at my feet
And I might still crash
But I still believe
This is the moment I stand here all alone
With everything I have inside, everything I own
I might be afraid
But it’s my turn to be brave
If this is the last time before we say goodbye
At least it’s the first day of the rest of my life
I can’t be afraid
Cause it’s my turn to be brave
As I cannot find Idina’s video to be posted here, I shall end today’s entry with Leona Lewis’s “Better In Time”.
Here it is…
It’s been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow I can’t forget you
After all that we’ve been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who’s there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn’t know
If you didn’t notice you mean everything
Quickly I’m learning to love again
All I know is I’m gonna be okay
Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
It’ll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time
How could I could I turn on the TV
When there’s something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I’m dreaming don’t wanna let
Hurt my feelings
but that’s the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn’t notice
boy you meant everything
Quickly I’m learning to love again
All I know is I’m gonna be okay
Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
It’ll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time
Since there’s no more you and me
It’s time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I’ll
be fine without you
Yes I will
Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
It’ll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time
Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
It’ll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time
p/s the video is the short version of the song. Will post the full one once available. Or you may watch the full video here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrNoDUblAtE
Blast to the past.. yet again June 4, 2008
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Alanis Morissetts’s promise…. Something to consider doing, don’t you think? The melody’s kinda sad though the words imply strength and beyond. We all have it (strength I mean). It just takes some quiet time to find it. Sooner or later, it will come to you.
“That I Would Be Good”
that I would be good even if I did nothing
that I would be good even if I got the thumbs down
that I would be good if I got and stayed sick
that I would be good even if I gained ten pounds
that I would be fine even if I went bankrupt
that I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth
that I would be great if I was no longer queen
that I would be grand if I was not all knowing
that I would be loved even when I numb myself
that I would be good even when I am overwhelmed
that I would be loved even when I was fuming
that I would be good even if I was clingy
that I would be good even if I lost sanity
that I would be good
whether with or without you
