Sugar & Spice

Isyraf had his hands on my tummy last night.. and out of the blue, said “Mommy no baby, Mak Ngah got baby”. Curious as to how he would react to having another sibling, I asked “Can Mommy have a baby?” To which he answered “Nope, Mommy no need baby. Mommy can borrow Mak Ngah’s baby”.

I had to smile to that (My sister in law is expecting and baby is due in September).

There was a few minutes of silence before he spoke again..
“Isyraf good boy, Daddy good boy.. Mommy no need baby”.

Now I took some time before responding to that.
I just said “Mommy loves you, Isyraf”.
And I got a kiss in return, with these words before he dozed off..
“I love you too, Mommy”.

I am lucky. Very very lucky.

I received an offer for Isyraf to go for casting for an advert. No details yet so far. I am certain that Isyraf will enjoy it. His neverending singing and dancing drives me crazy sometimes but seeing him so happy was worth it. Will see how this goes.. hopefully it is something worth trying =). More updates soon. The photo in here is my favourite portrait of Isyraf.

Love is not the word,
you were more than love
Life is not the word,
you were more than life
You were part of me
You were my faith
But you had to leave
And I have to be
Will there be another day?
Is there another time?
A chance to hear ‘mommy’?
And play?
And hold you when you need me?
My faith, my darling, my heart
I am with you
No matter what
I am here
And I love you
My baby, my faith….