Definitely maybe….. November 4, 2009
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fingers crossed…
borrow a baby July 6, 2009
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Isyraf had his hands on my tummy last night.. and out of the blue, said “Mommy no baby, Mak Ngah got baby”. Curious as to how he would react to having another sibling, I asked “Can Mommy have a baby?” To which he answered “Nope, Mommy no need baby. Mommy can borrow Mak Ngah’s baby”.
I had to smile to that (My sister in law is expecting and baby is due in September).
There was a few minutes of silence before he spoke again..
“Isyraf good boy, Daddy good boy.. Mommy no need baby”.
Now I took some time before responding to that.
I just said “Mommy loves you, Isyraf”.
And I got a kiss in return, with these words before he dozed off..
“I love you too, Mommy”.
I am lucky. Very very lucky.
Isyraf in a tv advert? Hmmmmm… June 25, 2009
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I received an offer for Isyraf to go for casting for an advert. No details yet so far. I am certain that Isyraf will enjoy it. His neverending singing and dancing drives me crazy sometimes but seeing him so happy was worth it. Will see how this goes.. hopefully it is something worth trying =). More updates soon. The photo in here is my favourite portrait of Isyraf.
my faith January 30, 2009
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Love is not the word,
you were more than love
Life is not the word,
you were more than life
You were part of me
You were my faith
But you had to leave
And I have to be
Will there be another day?
Is there another time?
A chance to hear ‘mommy’?
And play?
And hold you when you need me?
My faith, my darling, my heart
I am with you
No matter what
I am here
And I love you
My baby, my faith….
moments that touch July 16, 2008
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Something to share with all…
Gwen Stefani’s Cool
Grey’s Anatomy – How To Save A Life
Jerry Mcguire – Secret Garden
Brave June 7, 2008
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It is my birthday today. Sad to say, today will be my last entry… until I am inspired again. Whenever that will be.
This is Brave by Idina Menzel.
For you dearest, wherever you are………….
Don’t know just where I’m going
And tomorrow, it’s a little overwhelming
And the air is cold
And I’m not the same anymore
I’ve been running in your direction
For to long now
I’ve lost my own reflection
And I can’t look down
If you’re not there to catch me when I fall.
If this is the moment I stand here on my own
If this is my rite of passage that somehow leads me home
I might be afraid
But it’s my turn to be brave
If this is the last chance before we say goodbye
At least it’s the first day of the rest of my life
I can’t be afraid
Cause it’s my turn to be brave
All along all I ever wanted, was to be the light
When your life was daunting
But I can’t see mine
When I feel as though you’re pushing me away
Well who’s to blame, are we making the right choices
Cause we can’t be sure if we’re hearing our own voices
As we close the door even though we are so desperate to stay
If this is the moment I stand here on my own
If this is my rite of passage that somehow leads me home
I might be afraid
But it’s my turn to be brave
If this is the last chance before we say goodbye
At least it’s the first day of the rest of my life
I can’t be afraid
Cause it’s my turn to be brave
And I might still cry
And I might still bleed
These thorns in my side
This heart on my sleeve
And lightening may strike
This ground at my feet
And I might still crash
But I still believe
This is the moment I stand here all alone
With everything I have inside, everything I own
I might be afraid
But it’s my turn to be brave
If this is the last time before we say goodbye
At least it’s the first day of the rest of my life
I can’t be afraid
Cause it’s my turn to be brave
As I cannot find Idina’s video to be posted here, I shall end today’s entry with Leona Lewis’s “Better In Time”.
Here it is…
It’s been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow I can’t forget you
After all that we’ve been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who’s there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn’t know
If you didn’t notice you mean everything
Quickly I’m learning to love again
All I know is I’m gonna be okay
Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
It’ll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time
How could I could I turn on the TV
When there’s something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I’m dreaming don’t wanna let
Hurt my feelings
but that’s the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn’t notice
boy you meant everything
Quickly I’m learning to love again
All I know is I’m gonna be okay
Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
It’ll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time
Since there’s no more you and me
It’s time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I’ll
be fine without you
Yes I will
Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
It’ll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time
Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
It’ll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time
p/s the video is the short version of the song. Will post the full one once available. Or you may watch the full video here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrNoDUblAtE
